So yesterday, we had a general clean-up in our room and we decorated our room too.. So my hands got dirty and then I had to wash the dirt off so my friend and I went to the canteen's washing area..
I felt something in my hands then I checked it, I saw something white, it was long but not too long and small too (in my mind, I was thinking that it was a worm so my mind panicked) then I touched it, it was rough and "hard" (I was like, OMG! NO! This couldn't be happening! Please Dear Lord, sana naman hindi ito uod).. but I was wrong then.. Dear Lord, of all the things that can possibly 'stick' in my hand', why must it be the worm? I HATE WORMS PRETTY BAD! So I kind of twisted my hand to check what it was and to my horror I saw its feet! I was like screaming "ULOD! TAE! ULOD" and I was crying out loud! So I tried to remove it through my skirt, I mean, I pulled my skirt up and tried to get it, YEAH, I DON'T WANT TO TOUCH IT! EEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWW! :S
and to my horror, it was still there, sucking/I-don't-know-whatever-it-was-doing-on-my-skin so I had my friend get it and I was like EEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWW, I was screaming, I was overreacting (as I always do) LOl ((((((((((:
That was fun though, I hate the red mark it left :/
I left my books at school so I might just use my study time in reading Reader's Digest, ya know, I'm trying to make use of my time so I might grab my latest issue of Reader's Digest. Hahahahaha!
I was like so happy today not tonight because I got so mad because somebody borrowed my 100-peso bill! Hahahahaha!
I'm trying to control my feelings, ya know, it's hard when you get so mad and you want to slap somebody, scream, shout and yell at someone but you can't because it's not right so lemme just share to you what is making me calm for now. Hahahahaha!
When I'm mad, I try so hard to shut up and zip my mouth so I won't hurt anybody.
P.S. I DON'T WANT ANYBODY OR ANYONE RUIN MY DAY ((((((((((((((:
Anyway, my crush and I met earlier and when we got nearer, my friends were like "uuuuuuuuuuuuy!" teasing us both so me being shy, I looked away from him though I want to just stare at him but I can't (((((((((((:
I was like strolling inside NBS for like almost an hour looking for a book because I wanted to treat myself a book. I was already looking for books online so probably, if a certain book is available online, it should also be available in their stores, right? But sadly, they don't have all the books unlike FULLYBOOKED.
The hardest part when you love is when you are left with no other options but to end the relationship you have with the one you love not because you want to but because you have to because your love is going nowhere and forever is headed to neverland and you, yourselves are going on your own separate ways.
Remember what Kris Aquino once said, "It takes two for a relationship to work."
How could a relationship work if you're headed to your own separate roads? How do you expect a relationship to work if things are going wrong and only one is fighting for the love? And how could one change another's mind? How could you convince him/her to work it out?
They say, a breakup is always a blessing for GOD saved you from the wrong one..
To let go is to be brave and strong enough to face reality and get out of fantasy, fantasy wherein you have drowned yourself with dreams of having and getting to sleep and wake up beside the one you love when you sleep and when you wake up which happens only through imagination.
What hurts in letting go is when you have just fallen deeply in love with the one you love, when you give up because you have to for things are working improperly, feelings are on and off, when you are in a dilemma and your heart is debating with your mind "should I let go or Should I not?", having to hear him/her say "I've found someone new and I love her", wishing that he will make it up to you soon but sadly he won't because he loves you no more, when you are too confused and what you can only do is to ask yourself "What the hell is going on!? I don't understand a thing.", when you just made him/her your world and when you broke up you now have nothing.", when you convince and lie to yourself that everything's gonna be alright but things are working the other way around, when you keep on holding on to nothing and finding it hard to accept that you have gone your separate ways, having to give him/her his/her freedom because he/she will be happier with his/her new one, and having to fake feelings and pretend and give false hopes
To let go and stay in love? NEVER RIGHT. How could you let go if you stay in love?
To let go is to be fair enough with yourself.
The best way of letting go is to just let go, move on, move forward and let GOD..
FriendA asked me to help her out find a cellphone that would satisfy her needs. I wondered why she asked help from me, she then told me that if she were to have gadget talks with anybody, she would pick me because I am always updated *daw* HAHAHAHAHA! Oh well, fine, taking that as a compliment. Thanks girl! :)
She asked me to look for a wifi ready phone+good sound and image quality+an app-filled cellphone from Nokia+a phone which its price ranges from 7-10k and I was thinking of Nokia XpressMusic touchscreen phones! Hahahahaha!
I was reading reviews of the phones, comparing them all and got satisfied with Nokia 5530. Reviews say that "it's all worth it!"
So I then told her that I am picking Nokia 5530 for her then I realize that I was also feeling something for Nokia 5530. *Na-love at first sight ako with the phone!
I then reread reviews and look for other ones, from written reviews to video reviews. (P.S. Ganito ako pag may nagugustuhan akong phone) Then Nokia C3, Nokia 5800 and Nokia X6 caught my attention too so I read reviews of the 4 of them then I started comparing them.. Then X6 stands out! It's just that it's way too overpriced *i think so* it costs at about around 15-17k :'( I don't like to buy phones that are overpriced because I think I am just wasting my money.
P.S. My LG GW300 is just 6months old. LOL :))
So, I'm choosing Nokia 5530! I hope to have it soon! Maybe on my birthday? or as a Christmas gift? :)
Yesterday, my mom, dad, cousins and I went to Davao for we have our own and separate appointments. My mom and dad went somewhere to have our printer repaired while my cousins and I went to the mall but my other cousin went to the hospital to visit his friend.
We bought tickets first because what we went there was to watch Social Network and Paranormal 2 but sadly, these two are in Next Pictures.. yet :)
so we decided to just watch You Again
The movie was great! It was just worth it! Ya know? It was way too funny! I burst-ed out a pretty hard laugh! My cousin was like "pssst.. tama na" the movie was just too funny! HAHAHAHAHA!
